I'm all a-lone , they think I worth it .
Dulu tak macam ni but now since we got the
luxury ,
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M' had changed , too much like I never know 'her' [!]
'
M' didnt spent much time with us already like before .
Before this , there were many things that we used to do together .
Yeay , always every weekend and I luvvit so much ,
just like i miss it .
But now , what happened ?
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M' hurts our feelings , deeply ,
'
M's too different now because of that
goddamn thing .
Okay give a big clap and a fuckingsweet-double-middlefinger for the
Jewish
who almost success making this junk getting serious .
This is not what I want , neither what I dream for ,
no one ever want theirs to be such this .
From a small thing , now it becomes to such a huge problem .
No we dont deserve all these things , for real .
This is the
most unexpected things in my life and I never thought about it .
I was born in this world , supposed not to see ,
to hear all of these fucking crap okay .
We are
ONE , and it shall remain like this until hereafter ,
that is the thing I always pray about .
God , please help me , your slave .
I cant bear all these things anymore ,
they argue about the same thing , almost everyday .
Im begging you , please don't let any
hatred and
grudges inside in here ,
the bottom of myheart .
I do love them and i dont wanna lose those precious things in my life .
please help me Ya ALLAH ,